mind wanders, skin crawls,
Collapsed, burnt out, no sleep, joint pain,
same food, medication, migraine again.
Inertia, inhaler to breathe a bit,
inactive, hysterical and still feel like shit.
‘lazy’, ‘crazy’, ‘stupid’, ‘mad’, just heat sensitive and seasonally sad.
A jumble, a mess, a dumpster on fire.
Living my truth whilst called a liar.
Sharpened senses, mind wanders, skin crawls,
In my bodymind prison I’m scaling the walls.