Sharpened senses,
mind wanders, skin crawls,
Overwhelmed, understimulated,
hyperactively stalled.

Collapsed, burnt out, no sleep, joint pain,
same food, medication, migraine again.

Inertia, inhaler to breathe a bit,
inactive, hysterical and still feel like shit.

‘lazy’, ‘crazy’, ‘stupid’, ‘mad’, just heat sensitive and seasonally sad.

A jumble, a mess, a dumpster on fire.
Living my truth whilst called a liar.

Sharpened senses, mind wanders, skin crawls,
In my bodymind prison I’m scaling the walls.